Could it be love?

Something novel and pleasently terrifying is happening to me... There's this girl, I can spend an infinite amount of time with her yet never be tired of her presence, no not in a needy or possessive way, more like a basking in her presence when in that present moment, revealing to her a side no one else sees unless they bear witness to our interactions.  I enjoy my time around her so much that I've convinced myself it isn't real and that it is perhaps how she treats all the men in her life on a superficial level. However something terrifying has dawned upon me, what if it is profoundly real? Every second of it. What if those moments are as precious to her as they are to me? On the offshoot that they are, running away from what I am feeling due to my own insecurities might be the biggest mistake I've ever made. I have to find out, not knowing will drive me as insane as she already has.

Paradox of genius

 In his search for enlightenment he has become narrow minded, only my genius not his sympathy and benevolence can change and save this world. We are two completely different people, I will exist In The paradox of living out both their existances concurrently, spirituality is mearly a small part of my ultimate quest. I must allow the wisdom to come to me and trust that there is a mind greater than mine at work however I must vehemently shape myself aswell out of love, peace and awareness this is the foundation from where I will take my action.

Intelligence is born out of Others

I shall now endevour to the best of my abilities to live my life as empathetically as possible, I do not fear that this will in anyway harm my objectivity but rather enhance my perspective and subsequently enhance my experience of my own life, every single soul in my life and that which I have yet to encounter is a chance to exercise my god given skill (which all human beings posses) of empathy, this ties together quite nicely with another Idea I had earlier but I can't at this time recall.